My name is Robyn, I'm 19, from Essex and studying for my degree/living in Kingston. I love laughing, my iPhone, London, talking, make up, pretty things, listening to my ipod on long journeys, Friends, the beach, whales and dolphins, warm but breezy days and being with the people that make me happy, friends and family. Can't wait to spend a year traveling around America
• Ask me anything Have you ever smiled so much your cheeks hurt?
So I ‘played it out’ and it all got ‘a bit dramatic’ but that is me and you knew that. Now it is finally over. I am sick of your games. You are a head fuck. It started so well, not an hour went past where we didn’t talk. I’d stay up all night just to feel close to you. But then you realized your power and took me for a right mug. Never met anyone to blow hot and cold as much as you. I might have been a bit dramatic but can you blame me?! We were great friends then feelings came into it and you messed me about. You made me laugh everyday and treated me like I have never been treated before. You made me so happy. But then you got what you wanted and fucked me off and messed with me some more (not to mention HER), then when I was finally moving on, you came back to me and I fell for it again so you got what you wanted again and did the same AGAIN. Done with you. Did you ever actually give a fuck or what? The worst part is, I have to remember you forever.
I genuinely feel absolutely heartbroken. Like there is actually a little pain. I can’t believe how all this has ended up and how you have treated me. It started off so good… You were my best friend, feelings developed, we progressed. Everything about how it happened was so cute. The little adventure… then you got what you wanted and just dropped me right after. We tried and tried to get back to friendship but what happened between us ruined everything and all on your terms. When I needed you most you turned your back and couldn’t see where I was coming from when all I have ever done is understand you. You just ripped into me for nothing when it should have been me ripping into you. You know you have hurt me because you even apologized before I said a thing. I tried to make you happy and never would have hurt you like you have hurt me. And now I have to be strong. I told you goodbye when it was the last thing I wanted to do but I had to so that I can move on. You were getting it all your way and 2 girls at once… But right now it hurts so bad because all I want to do is talk to you and have you make me laugh like you used to. I really miss making you smile and your kisses and how you would just take the piss out of me. Why did you have to do what you did? Why did you change? Why did you tell me your feelings then back track? Why did you chose her after everything?